perfectionism
Perfectionism is the philosopher’s art of self-abuse, striving for flawless execution until nothing ever reaches completion. Zeal for progress morphs into admiration of one’s reflection distorted by impossible ideals. The harder one chases perfection, the more both personal and others’ work sink into endless loops. Every sense of achievement becomes a pretext for the next iteration, and the moment of completion forever eludes. Ironically, the most radiant light comes from the insatiable yearning that can never be quenched.